The Life, The Love, The Lessons
My Third Born - Kimberly
KIMBERLOIN aka KIMMIE
-- The one who played "THE ROLE".
This child of mine is the one who stood with me in all the flows of life.
The one who supported us not just me, the one who extended help in any
ways she could offer, who shared whatever she has and have. During
the last 4 years of my mom's life, it was Kim who took care of all her needs.
Because of that, I know in my heart that Kim will always be fine in life --
God will always have a spot for Kim.
I have always wanted Kim to be a doctor someday but she passionately
loved the teaching field. She experienced being a science teacher in her
Alma mater but later on became a trainer in a call center industry (of course to
my urging so that she could enjoy a better pay).
She knows me too well. She knows what my silence means...she knows why I am smiling...
she perfectly knows when I am mad....and, all she gives is just a sigh..her favorite line is:
"HAAAAY".
Kimberly as a child was the easiest to deal with. She is amenable, non negative,
compliant--in short...She is indeed a good child. You will not even notice
when she is home. She just stays in her room, watch movies, reads her
romance novels, work on a project or when in the mood we would watch
my favorite series. She updates me with the latest movies and new series to die for.
But, my girl grew up so fast. Now she is not with me anymore. She has a life
of her own and chose her path. Though I was not really prepared for it, I
knew someday they will be telling me; "I have my own life to fulfill too". It broke
my heart and was forced to accept her leaving me physically. I can only hope and pray that
someday she realizes the core reason why ever since she decided to live on her own,
I did not approve it with an open heart. She believed that losing her will give me time to
realize that I needed to be on my own and that I have to shoulder everything
this time. I think she have forgotten that I was the first who suffered all
the pains in life, worked like a dog to be able to provide for them, that I knew how
to be on my own and did not need to be taught to do so. She would never have been able
to see the strength within herself if I had not first pointed it out, that is
irrevocable. Mothers know best...I do believe in that, I guess she failed
on that aspect. She is a smart girl, one day when it is not too cloudy she
will see the clear sky and realize that the color was actually blue. One day....
This child of mine is the one who stood with me in all the flows of life.
The one who supported us not just me, the one who extended help in any
ways she could offer, who shared whatever she has and have. During
the last 4 years of my mom's life, it was Kim who took care of all her needs.
Because of that, I know in my heart that Kim will always be fine in life --
God will always have a spot for Kim.
I have always wanted Kim to be a doctor someday but she passionately
loved the teaching field. She experienced being a science teacher in her
Alma mater but later on became a trainer in a call center industry (of course to
my urging so that she could enjoy a better pay).
She knows me too well. She knows what my silence means...she knows why I am smiling...
she perfectly knows when I am mad....and, all she gives is just a sigh..her favorite line is:
"HAAAAY".
Kimberly as a child was the easiest to deal with. She is amenable, non negative,
compliant--in short...She is indeed a good child. You will not even notice
when she is home. She just stays in her room, watch movies, reads her
romance novels, work on a project or when in the mood we would watch
my favorite series. She updates me with the latest movies and new series to die for.
But, my girl grew up so fast. Now she is not with me anymore. She has a life
of her own and chose her path. Though I was not really prepared for it, I
knew someday they will be telling me; "I have my own life to fulfill too". It broke
my heart and was forced to accept her leaving me physically. I can only hope and pray that
someday she realizes the core reason why ever since she decided to live on her own,
I did not approve it with an open heart. She believed that losing her will give me time to
realize that I needed to be on my own and that I have to shoulder everything
this time. I think she have forgotten that I was the first who suffered all
the pains in life, worked like a dog to be able to provide for them, that I knew how
to be on my own and did not need to be taught to do so. She would never have been able
to see the strength within herself if I had not first pointed it out, that is
irrevocable. Mothers know best...I do believe in that, I guess she failed
on that aspect. She is a smart girl, one day when it is not too cloudy she
will see the clear sky and realize that the color was actually blue. One day....