THIS IS MY LIFE
CHILDHOODI was given a wonderful and beautiful life. I was one of the lucky ones who lived a very colorful life.
Although I had a very strict mother, my childhood was somewhat normal. I was not allowed to play outside because my mother was very paranoid that I would get hit by the speeding car, be kidnapped for ransom (though we were not rich for someone to even think of doing that), be raped since my mother truly believed I was a beautiful girl and since I was tall for my age my mother feared that they would think I was already a bit older and I guess rape-able (there is no such word, I just invented that ha-ha-ha). So most of my days are spent watching through the windows and watching the other kids play. Mind you, I sneaked out a couple of times and I swear, my mother seems to have this very close and personal relationship with God and the Angels because on those few occasions something bad happens to me and in the end, my mom would know I sneaked out. As a kid I matured faster than most, I don't know if it's in my genes or the TV shows I watched. During that time, my mother remarried. My stepfather was the most wonderful person I know and to this date, I still believe that. I also had a sister, but we never grew up together. She was my mom's first child and she was brought up by my grandparents. By the time I was born my sister was all grown up. I would see her once in a while but not for a long time. I would be mentioning her now and then in the events of my life since she would pop up once in a while. My real father was never in the picture though I know he existed. He lived in Magallanes Village during my growing up years and was also married to someone else. I woman I hated with so much passion (Lord, I need to learn forgiveness and I need healing from these feelings of anger). COLEGIO DE STA. ROSA
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