For a year now I have been walking towards the vast world of new opportunities and new beginnings. Slowly, I am getting there and slowly as I look back I realize so many things. Once you can detach yourself from the pain of a failed relationship and truly look into how that relationship was you see the reasons why it had to end. You are awakened with so many truths that you could never see then because you were so in love and it blinds you. Now, I ask -- where was the diamond ring, where was the Cartier bracelet or the Louie Vuitton , the Gucci, the trips, the plush hotels, the spending spree ???? What the hell... Amazing how superficial relationships can be. I thought love is the reason for a relationship to last. Trust me, when you become financially incapable of providing, you are out and seen to be a useless human being. As I have stated in my picture, I DO NOT MIND IF YOU TELL EVERYBODY WHAT I HAVE DONE, JUST AS LONG AS YOU TELL THEM WHAT YOU DID. AND PLEASE DO NOT SUGAR COAT IT! Please remember all the things you would do with other women even when I am around. The verbal abuse, how you treated each and every member of my family. At this point, all I can say is " C'est la vie " and "Au Revoir". THIS SONG EXPRESS WHAT I FEEL NOW: Today My Life Begins I've been working hard so long seems like pain has been my only friend my fragile heart's been done so wrong i wondered if I I'd ever heal again oh just like all the seasons never stay the same all around me i can feel a change (oh) i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking i know i can make it, today my life begins yesterday has come and gone and I've learn how to leave it where it is and i see that i was wrong for ever doubting i could win oh just like all the seasons never stay the same all around me i can feel a change (oh) i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking i know i can make it, today my life begins life's to short to have regrets http://www.elyricsworld.com/today_my_life_begins_lyrics_bruno_mars.html so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget only have one life to live so you better make the best of it i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking i know i can make it, today my life begins i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking i know i can make it, today my life begins today my life begins...
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Christmas has and always will be my favorite season. My kids will attest that their fondest memories would always be Christmas at home. For the past few years, I could not afford to provide the grandiose Christmas I have been giving my children for most of their life. Our finances have limited us from celebrating it the way we used to, and "Ondoy" was kind enough to take all of my decors when it hit us in 2009. Decors that I have slowly collected through years which cost me an arm and a leg. I know that it will almost be close to impossible to rebuild that again with the current income we have. We know that the real spirit of Christmas is not in the decors or gifts you can have but in the love of family. I know that. Yet, not being able to have it the way it used to be seems to make it incomplete and not to mention 2 of my kids are not around to celebrate it with me. I pray, that one of my kids would inherit the way I celebrate Christmas then maybe, just maybe, I would be granted the wish of celebrating it once more. Maybe... The Traditional ColorsIn Purple and Pink - my 2 daughters favorite colors
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AuthorLyka Ugarte: 1st Runner-Up Mutya ng Pilipinas 1983, "The Most Beautiful Girl in the Phil" 1983. Represented the Phil. in "The Most Beautiful Girl in the World" in Honolulu, Hawaii in 1984. An Actress, A Model, A Mother, A Friend, A Survivor! ArchivesCategories |